Family History
I struggle with relationships. I always have. I mean, literally, I have always been in f*ked up relationships - starting with my family and moving on.
I try to change me, to be me, to work on me, but it is ALWAYS a one-way street. I am mother, daughter, sister, breadwinner, business owner, partner, but I ALWAYS feel like I give more than I get.
Why do I take it so personally? Oh, is that what you want us to do? We can just keep her two weeks. Bullshit. That is what I want you to do. No two weeks, not what we AGREED on before we came.
But I eat/write/hide my feelings... Every. Time.
Will I ever be strong enough to cut them all off?
--magpie
I try to change me, to be me, to work on me, but it is ALWAYS a one-way street. I am mother, daughter, sister, breadwinner, business owner, partner, but I ALWAYS feel like I give more than I get.
Why do I take it so personally? Oh, is that what you want us to do? We can just keep her two weeks. Bullshit. That is what I want you to do. No two weeks, not what we AGREED on before we came.
But I eat/write/hide my feelings... Every. Time.
Will I ever be strong enough to cut them all off?
--magpie
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